Hearing about others going on to have successful actually does give me hope, even if it makes me sad, too. I feel like the deck is stacked against me since I'm 35 and it's just drilled into your head that that's the end. Then there's the host of issues going on that have required almost weekly visits with my gynecologist. I feel like giving up but I know that's not the right attitude!

And I rambled. Interested in being LJ friends?